all smilez rite here!!!!! well yea yesterday i went out somewhere wit adam!!! n yea nuttin could hab ruined my day!! iono rite now if itz official but i hope so......he was like" wat i wanna knoe if itz official"...but i was like itz up to u... i hope he got the point! yea at the end of the day all i wanted to do was tell him how i really feel n  n  n yea. we held hands n everythin felt so rite. i just didn't knoe. at the end of the day he made me feel so comfortable i felt like i knew him forever!! i got hella sad wen he had to go cuz of my mama... he had to sneek away becuz my mama dont want certain pplz foe me n watz supposed to matta is that im happy rite!?!. i hope he knows how i feel n yea.on the way back home my mom was yelling at me n i just didn't care. nuttin she could say could get to me. i had so much fun n on the ride home all i could do ish smile. wen i got home i felt really happy and i was sad until i had called him later on n den he had to go... n den he called me back but i missed it !! den i woke up at 2:00 n i wanted to call him but i felt bad cuz it was hella late so i didnt but i should of cuz he ish up to hella late. ohh yeah my gurl kaitlin i luv her so much!!!!!! she ish such a buddy n a trooper foe goin. yesterday ish a day to remember foe a long time! n i will !!!n yea thatz all..... i had to get that out of my system.

fEbrUaRy 6,20o3__est.020604........muah!!!